urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jthm_fan_666 Jack T. Ripper Jack T. Ripper 2006-08-17T16:43:37Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jthm_fan_666:2107 2006-08-17T16:43:37Z 2006-08-17T16:43:37Z Yes, I think it is time I shared one of my rants with you all. This is about the people I hate as well as some phrases and shit I hate too. So let's get started.<br /><br />First off, whats with the damn fat bastards that come up to you and ask, "Are you gonna eat that?" &gt;.&lt; Jesus fucking christ! I mean am I right? That's annoying and fucking retarded, right? It's like, "No, I got the damn food on a plate, sat down at the table, and got out a damn fork and knife, just to pour the food into my pants and have it burn my ____!" Fucking bloody hell! Damn, fat fucks, the next time you get depressed you fat bastards, don't go running fr the beer, don't bury your head in a tub of ice cream, just either kill yourself, or find a way to become smarter, b/c it's fucking stupid to ask if someone is going to eat something when they already have it right infront of them!<br /><br />Next up, people who find curse words funny. Now this isn't all people. I mean, sure, sometimes if used right, a curse word truely is funny and should be laughed it, but it's just the every time shit. You know what I'm talking about. Just the queer guy that's always sitting around, had his hand down the front of his fucking pants going, "HAHAHA HE SAID ASS! OMG THATS FUNNY! WOOHOO! HE SAID FUCK, GEEZ, I'M GONNA DIE OF LAUGHTER. HAHAHAHA!" Just cut the fuckign shit out and sthut the fuck up you gay butt-fucking fucker-fucky! Man, I want to beat any of son of a bitch who's liek that, over the head with the damn book, televison, whatever it is they are noticing the damn curse words in. FUCK! Oh and if you find my damn rants funny, just b/c they have a fucking load of god damn curse words, I will personally disembowel you with a spork, shove a bag of ramen noodles down your throat, and remove your every internal organ, placing them all into labelled jars for the fucking cops, or FBI, or whatever to find! Well, ok, maybe the amount of fucks in this rant is something to laugh at.<br /><br />Now here's my next one, yeah, here it comes......people that buy band shirts and other band merch just b/c they think it makes them seem Punk or Goth or Emo. For starters, they're fucking labels, but I'm gonna be honest recently I've been labelling myself as an Emo, but I don't see it as a fucking trend and go around going, "Yep, look at me, I'm all Emo, and i cut myself and I wanna die, ah, you just gotta give me attention, bitches." I can't fuckign count the number of times I've gone up to somebody wearing a My Chemical Romance shirt and asked if they were a fan then had them say, "Hell no, MCR sucks ass, I just got this shirt b/c now I can fit in with all the Goths and Punks." why the hell waste money on a shirt if you don't liek the band, but that's nto the issue, you;re doing it just to "fit in" with a damn subculture taht does nothign but complain about how they are picked on then do the same to those who haven't said shit!<br /><br />My final one for today, R&B music. Jesus fucking christ I hate that R&B music. But it's not the genra itself it's the songs. I mean this "I'm in Love with a Stripper" bullshit. Oh or that song that goes, "I'm so tired of love songs, so sad and slow, So sick of wishing you were still here, said I'm so sick of love songs, so sad and slow, so why can't I turn off the radio." Well, tired of love songs are we? Well then.....why the fuck are you singing one you jackass! Okay, well that's it for this afternoon, so, goodbye and have a wonderful day. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jthm_fan_666:1992 2006-08-07T22:36:32Z 2006-08-07T22:36:32Z The Used-Buried Myself Alive Yesterday I had been told that we'd be picking up a new computer (my friends, father, and I). But instead, it turned out to be a trick just so they could get me to go to Ozzfest '06, b/c they figured I could use a trip like that to try forgetting about the pain I've felt for a few days. It kicked ass! I wasn't special enough to be one of the 3,000 people to go to the front of the stage though, sadly; man I really wanted to be up there when Ozzy played. But yeah, everything was fun, I barely knew any of the bands there, so it was cool to sorta find new ones I like such as Walls of Jericho; I was lucky enough to have the members of that band autograph my Ozzfest mix CD thingie. I hated the freakin' heat, I always had to dash to the front and get sprayed with the hose then run all the way back to, well, the back; I don't really like being near people. One hell of a time towards the end, a whole hour of Disturbed, ending with an anti-Bush/anti-war/liberation statement, which was awesome and I agree with. Then a whole hour of System of a Down (damn, I think I'm still partially blinded by SOAD's lights), and yay! I got a new pentagram necklace while there. I loved how when Ozzy was performing, he'd always ask for the audience to scream at the end of a song then say, "C'mon people, I can't fucking hear you!" then would play extra ones, I think he played 2-3 more than he was supposed to, so that was cool. And here comes my list of bands that I think kicked the most ass there, note that the list is not in any order, just when I remember one of the bands I liked seeing there:<br /><br />-Walls of Jericho<br />-Lacuna Coil<br />-Bleeding Through<br />-Avenged Sevenfold (loved the flying skull with bat wings, that was awesome)<br />-Atreyu<br />-Black Label Society (gotta love black skull beach balls and a guitar solo where the guy plays with his teeth for about 10 minutes, well okay the teeth was maybe one or two out of the ten)<br />-Disturbed (fuck the president!)<br />-System of a Down (preeeeeeetty lights)<br />-Between the Buried and Me<br />-And of course, Ozzy osbourne himself (OZZY! OZZY! OZZY!)<br /><br />My first Ozzfest and my first ever concert, that's a day I'll never forget. If I ever get a scanner, I'll put up picks of my autographed CD and my ticket. The only problem is that i didn't forget the pain and I still feel it today. So today, i'm sorta off, b/c I still feel upset but I also had a good time yesterday. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jthm_fan_666:1588 2006-08-03T21:20:21Z 2006-08-03T21:20:21Z ................................. purplegreenblueREDblackyellowornagepurplegreenblueREDblackyelloworangepurplegreenblueREDblackyellowornagepurplegreenblueREDblackyelloworangepurplegreenblueREDblackyellowornagepurplegreenblueREDblackyelloworangepurplegreenblueREDblackyellowornagepurplegreenblueREDblackyelloworangepurplegreenblueREDblackyellowornagepurplegreenblueREDblackyelloworangepurplegreenblueREDblackyellowornagepurplegreenblueREDblackyelloworangepurplegreenblueREDblackyellowornagepurplegreenblueREDblackyelloworangepurplegreenblueREDblackyellowornagepurplegreenblueREDblackyelloworangepurplegreenblueREDblackyellowornagepurplegreenblueREDblackyelloworangepurplegreenblueREDblackyellowornagepurplegreenblueREDblackyelloworangepurplegreenblueREDblackyellowornagepurplegreenblueREDblackyelloworange urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jthm_fan_666:1340 2006-07-28T14:11:55Z 2006-07-28T14:20:11Z House of a Thousand Corpses-Rob Zombie Be warned, for you are about to see something labeled "too fucked up" by the inhabitants of Hell. Something never seen by mortal eyes. The true story of Lil' Red Riding Hood.<br /><br />People have always told you the same small fairy tale of the girl in the red hooded dress that went to her grandmother's house only to find a wolf in the grandmother's place that hoped to eat Lil' Red, but that is not how it really happened. For starters, she was never known as Lil' Red Riding Hood until after the incident, until then she was just a little girl by the name of Jane. She had just made it out of a rehabilitation institute for the criminally insane little girls of America. That was when she decided to visit her grandmother to show that she had changed. But like all good things, her sanity did not last forever. Yes, she did infact travel through the woods and make it to the house, but as well, her hooded dress wasn't red at all, infact, it was white. She heard sickly noises of flesh being eaten by an inhuman being and immediately kicked the door down to find her granny's corpse torn to pieces on the floor, blood flowing rapidly, and a werewolf eating her organs. The wolf, with his face stained in blood and his breath smelling of death looked up at Jane and smiled. All Jane could do was look back in horror and try to distract the wolf by saying, "My, what big eyes you have." and slowly walking around the room, trying to reach a dresser with a magnum lying on top of it. The creature replied with, "The better to look into your soul with, my dear." Jane continued walking around the room while saying, "And my, what a big nose you have." only to get the reply of, "All the better to smell your fear with, my dear." She was about ten steps away from the dresser and said, "My, my, my, what big ears you have." the wolf caught on and yelled, "The better to hear your foot steps with, you bitch!" and ran at her. Jane, half filled with fear, half filled with anger at her loss, grabbed the magnum and put it to the wolf's head. "This is for my grandmother, you bastard." said Jane with her finger on the trigger, as she slowly pulled back on it, the wolf muttered, "I'll see you in hell." and had his brain was blown against the wall. Jane though, stricken from the sudden wrong she had committed, lost her mind and began to rip apart the werewolf's decaying carcass, eating his heart and laughing like a maniac. That's when the Federal Bureau of Investigation eventually entered the building and sent her back to her little mad house she belonged in. The blood from the wolf is why her hood, dress, and all became red. And that is the true story of the one called Lil' Red Riding Hood. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jthm_fan_666:1102 2006-07-27T03:45:06Z 2006-07-27T03:45:49Z Love Like Winter-AFI *Slit Throat*<br /><br />[spoken]<br />One..........<br />Two.......<br />Three........<br />Ow!!!<br />Calm down-calm down<br />The sting means it's working<br />I just need to wait for the.....<br />Here comes that cold feeling-yep......<br />The blood is dripping<br />[heavy breath]<br /><br />Lying awake and alone another midnight<br />Nothing to do but but stay still filled with fright<br />From problems such as my growing paranoia<br />To my shattered heart<br /><br />I let the tears leak<br />As I feel like my body is about to drift away from me<br />Perhaps this pain has more to it than I know<br />Well either way I can't take anymore of this insane show<br />That I call my life<br /><br />[chorus]<br />I hate leaving each day<br />knowing how everyone has hurt me<br />Sometimes I wish the shadows<br />Would leap out and<br />Choke me!<br /><br />I can't stop thinking about the pain I've felt<br />Can't stop wondering how far down I fell<br />Into this paranoia filled Hell<br />Known as my punishment<br />For falling<br />In love with what I cannot have<br /><br />Sometimes I fucking just<br />Want to forget about the stupid cuts<br />Covering the flesh of my wrists<br />And move onto something more<br />Perhaps slitting my own throat<br /><br />[chorus]<br />Sometimes I wish that you'd knock on my door<br />So I could open it and fall to the floor<br />With blood pouring out of every section of my body<br />Because you used your venomous beauty<br />To slice right through me<br /><br />Well i can't take much more of the lies<br />That people spread about you into my confused and tattered mind<br />Each one like a three quarter inch hole in my head!<br />Or one of the several gashes in my heart!<br />Maybe even the tiny little cut at the bottom fo my eye!<br />I'm tired of everyone else being happy<br />While I feel like I could just die!<br /><br />Always living my life<br />Like someone's standing on my throat<br />Well I'm tired of playing with this knife<br />Just because I feel that my heart is broke<br /><br />[chorus]<br />Sometimes I wish the shadows<br />Would come flying through the door<br />And leave me bleeding on the floor<br />Just like your venomous beauty<br />Wish this paranoia would just choke me!<br /><br />The caress of the growing darkness<br />Is my only salvation<br />From this nightmare-my paranoid creation<br />Wish the shadows<br />Would just choke me<br /><br />[repeat x5]<br />You are my darkness<br />You are my shadows<br />You are the kiss<br />Of the blood flowing in my every cut<br /><br />and with these words I depart<br />[gasping for air, from a slit throat] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jthm_fan_666:952 2006-07-22T21:07:12Z 2006-07-22T21:08:16Z Early Sunsets Over Monroeville-MCR Well, I'm ashamed at how short this one is and that it only has oen chorus, but I think it's good, you tell me.<br /><br />*Staring out the Window*<br /><br />Staring out of my window into the gray sky<br />I think about my feelings for you<br />Building up-filled with words-and I'm about to cry<br />My tears drip to the floor<br />Just like the blood that my wrist spits<br />From it's mouth that I carved myself<br />Only one way out of this hell<br /><br />Through putting up with he pain-I've been locked inside my own world<br />Forged by my regrets<br />Fueled by my broken dreams<br />And brought to life by my lost hopes<br />This place isn't real<br />Someone help me!<br /><br />I slowly make my way to the top of the roof and I<br />Feel the pain slowly rushing back again<br />As all the people stare at me in awe-stiff as mannequins<br />I make the jump and feel my lungs cave in<br /><br />[chorus]<br />Don't just sit by<br />And wait for me to die<br />Someone come to life<br />And fucking help me cause I'm suffocating!<br />My soul is fading<br /><br />I smack the ground hard as a rock<br />And get the feeling of my heart bouncing up into my throat<br />A quick flash of red from the blood pouring out of me<br />Then quickly the darkness flies past and consumes me<br />I know that you and I will never ever be<br />But I can't live knowing<br /><br />That I have nothing left to hope for!<br /><br />I snap my eyes open still alive<br />Sadly I'm back in my house in my cold world once more<br />Staring out my window<br />Into the gray sky<br />I can't love<br />Can't live<br />Can't even die<br />Guess I'll just sit here and cry urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jthm_fan_666:292 2006-07-14T18:34:08Z 2006-07-14T19:05:37Z Aiden-"Die Romantic" In here, my journal, or die-ary as I like to call it, hehe. You will find songs, weird stick person comics, and much more, made by me and sometimes I'll share stuff I like from other people. But be warned, my life is far from enjoyable. I' deeply in love withh someone who just tears me up on the inside some days and others makes me pics and gives me heart-filled comments. My rich family is full of a-holes! Well, I'm not getting to into that. Anyways, this is my most recent song called "Over" and I'd like to have it be my first on here, so here we go. Oh and there's a meaning behind the song, so if you happen to read this, let me know if you got what the meaning is.<br /><br /> <br />*Over*<br />Somebody give me a dream to hold on to<br />Give me another hope to lose<br />Hand me more goals to blow up in my face<br />Make me now even more of a disgrace<br /> <br />I'm tired<br />Of always being a worthless nobody<br />Can't take being lonely<br />Hated by everybody<br />Never loved by anybody<br />Making me insane<br />Well tonight that's gonna change<br /> <br />Grab the dagger off the wall....<br /> <br />[Chorus]<br />Can't say I'm happy<br />With where my life is just now<br />That is if I'm still alive at all<br />Because without you<br />Without you!<br />My life is over<br />My life is over!<br /> <br />Can you feel my heart<br />Slowly giving out and exploding<br />Within my chest!<br />Do you sense the bloody mess<br /> <br />[static]<br />Notice now your life is in my hands<br />Doomed to do my bidding<br />Or I'll turn it into a wasteland!<br />[manic laughter followed by more static]<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />Shut up!<br />Shut up!<br />Shut the **** up!<br />Only I control me!<br /> <br />(shut up) Can't say I'm happy<br />With where my life is just now<br />(shut up) That is if I'm still alive at all<br />(shut the **** up) Because without you<br />Without you!<br />(only I control me) My life is over<br />My life is over!<br /> <br />Hold it now nice and tight<br />Bring it into my heart<br />With all of my might!<br /> <br />Feel me hit the floor<br />Watch as I bleed<br />Without you, I don't want to live anymore<br />Listen to my soul scream!<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />The pain!<br />The cold!<br />The sting!<br />The blood!<br />The emotion!<br />The trauma!<br />The rage!<br /> <br />The bell tolls<br />At exactly midnight<br />Air rushes back into my lungs<br />Blood is absorbed<br />And like a raven, my soul takes second flight<br />Too bad I still don't<br />Have my own...<br /> <br />Piece of mind!<br /> <br />Well just like I said before....<br /> <br />[Chorus]<br />Can't say I'm happy<br />With where my life is just now<br />That is if I'm still alive at all<br />Because without you<br />Without you!<br />My life is over<br />My life is over!<br /> <br />Grab the magnum from my pocket...<br /> <br />Press it against my head!<br />This time I'm destroying myself for good!<br />You can just tell that without you<br />I feel cold and dead!<br /> <br />If you're looking for me<br />Just open the bedroom door<br />And you'll find me<br />Lying on the floor<br />In a crimson<br />Pool of blood<br /> <br /><br />[Chorus]<br />Can't say I'm happy<br />With where my life is just now<br />That is if I'm still alive at all<br />Because without you<br />Without you!<br />My life is over<br />My life is over!<br /> <br />I couldn't take it anymore<br />Baby I'm breathing no more<br />Without you-my life is.....<br /> <br />Over!<br /><br />[Chorus] <br />My life is over!<br />Over!<br />over!<br />My life is over!<br /> <br />Without you<br />Without you<br />Without you<br />Without you<br /> <br />It's the end!